halloween

so i spent my halloween weekend at my bestfriend alexis's house. we didn't really have much in store for us except to just dress up and meet up with a few people. alexis's was alice in wonderland and it was really funny because people didnt know what she was dressed up as but its a pretty obvious costume it lewked cool on her definately. i was a bear for halloween but they only had puppy ears so i pinned them into bear ears so i kind of looked like a reindeer haha. friday night we went to meet up with our friends stephanie and john. we were on our way to our friends party in pomona we got there around 10 and we didnt even get into the house it got rolled up really fast. so we went to our friends house who was having a get together and since it wasnt a costume party we were the only ones dressed upbut its okay it was almost halloween?.it was a really good get together i met some good people there and had some good talks. alexis drove my car home that night and for some reason she drives alot better when shes drunk. it was a stupendous night. halloween night i was planning to go to marks house to go trick r treating with him and watch movies at his place with his good friends and alexis. that plan didnt work out so well on halloween. i went with alexis to her friends party and i wouldn't leave her on halloween so it was just a bad plan. it made me really sad that i gave peoples hopes up that night and dissapointed some. nothing was intentional i just know i wouldnt leave alexis halloween night or ditch her any day. the party was really lame other than d lo and his band playing. it was really exciting and they were really great. i woke up really early this morning and didnt have such a good sleep. my dreams are getting more vivid every night. whenever i look my dreams up alot of them mean all the same things. i need to do what makes me happy and what i know will do me good even if it does hurt or will make me sad for a little. i dont want someone who will judge me and want me to be this certain person to them to make me into someone else. someone else that would please them in the way their used to. i woke up to an interesting call this morning from my dad and decided to try to go to school to be a chef.